My story has only given me strength and made me who I am today. But, with that said its been a journey to get to this place. Falling in love with myself was something I could only do and decide to do. I still don't know what my future holds and i'll be honest there are days when fear consumes me and I have to remind myself one day at a time. The last few years have had many highs and lows, tears shed and laughter. My whole life, for as long as I can remember I just wanted to be loved and chosen. Accept me for who I am, love me for what I am. Becoming completely vulnerable is something that seems impossible for me. I take two steps forward and fear creeps in and I feel myself pull back. The fear of being completely broken yet again is real.
I've decided that this is the year to make the change. If it doesn't fit and doesn't serve me than I'm cutting it from my life. This is 37, and I'm ready to own it with all of it's glory. I don't owe anyone anything. Someone will love you, just the way you are! Wake up and look around and see how the outside world looks at you!
