11 Days all to Myself...

The next 11 days i'll be alone, the boys away... they're calling it a vacation for me.  I'm excited for them to go on this adventure and to have fun but, i'm not sure how it will be for me.  I've never been away from my boys for this long let alone them so far away from me.  

I have mixed feelings about it all.  I know that it's important for me to have a little time for me but this just seems strange.  I have a few things on the calendar but for the most part i'm not sure how i'll spend my time.  I'm full of worry and just need to take it one day at a time.

Matthew West - Mended

Empty

I'm finally ready to make the post.  The post about the box that sat on my counter for over 6 months.  I had plans of filling this box but, never did.  We have these ideas and we walk carefully so that we don't make the same mistake twice but in the end i may have walked to carefully.  Now, the box is empty and is headed for the trash.  There will be new boxes but, this one will have forever changed me.  It allowed me to know that i deserve more and that i am going to be enough!